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[depthlesslock]

[Hey, this is York. M'not around right now so leave a message.

If this is a client, please leave your details and I'll get back to you as soon as I can.

If this is one of the others, I'll get back to you whenever.

If it's Florida, I didn't do it.
 

Aaaand if it's anyone else... Just leave a message. I'll get back to you if I recognise you. Or even if I don't, and you sound cute.]

Comments

[depthlesslock]

Not give a fuck when he gives me a panic attack.

[protective_logic]

I don't want to watch it. It will give me no pleasure.

[protective_logic]

Alright. Fine. I will no longer attempt to broker peace between my older brother and my younger brother's boyfriend. I cannot see why I even attempted to, as I have proven time and time again to be poor at understanding social interactions and achieving desired results therein.

[depthlesslock]

Delta, please try to not let this wreck everything you enjoy.

[protective_logic]

Do you believe I have not been trying to prevent that very thing for two months now, York?

Can you begin to fathom for even a second that maybe this isn't new? That I've been miserable for two months and the only reason I've done anything at all is because I do not have the luxury of taking time to 'heal', if such a thing is even possible? There no longer is anything I enjoy, so this specific instance cannot wreck anything at all.

[depthlesslock]

What the hell? I answered! You asked me a question and I gave you an answer. Why suddenly leap to this?

[protective_logic]

Did he know he gave you a panic attack? Were you there in person? Did, afterward, you ever attempt to explain why what he did, and here I must presume it was the eye thing, is a problem?

Of course, in your defense, he gives no fair reason for his treatment of you. And I am tired of this entirely. The way you balk at him, the way he insults you because he does not know you. Not that you attempt to rectify that. You must be responsible for your own adult interactions. It is not my place to be a nagging parent in this. For that I am sorry. I will not interfere with this matter in the future.

[depthlesslock]

You're making it sound like I haven't been present at all that entire time. I'm well aware that you're miserable and I've seen the effects of you suffering and it's been killing me that there's nothing I or anyone can do to help. I cannot express how sorry I am that you've reat-shed this point and I was above the clouds there was something that could be done to help. I'm sorry, Delta, I'm really so extremely sorry.

[protective_logic]

There is nothing to be done for any of it. You have done no wrong at all. Only me. Maybe Maine to a small degree, but it's me. I am a poor influence on those around me.

[depthlesslock]

The first one I told him very definitely that he just triggered really bad memories and he proceeded to threaten me with making Sigma or I forget eat-sh other. As for the eye thing, quite apart from the fact that he's a medic, would he threaten to break your implants? Theta's hearing aids? Cut Maine's vocal chords? He's not unfamiliar with people who have impairments, Delta, he has no excuse.

[protective_logic]

York, I can honestly say that when I told him later about how the eye thing would be on that level, he was shocked. It actually hadn't occurred to him because, believe it or not, that's a relatively common threat of his. But...

Making Sigma and you forget each other?

[depthlesslock]

Maine has done plenty wrong. Several people have involving this whole mess, including me. Just... let me know if I can do anything. Wat-sh the kids, get someone out of the house, drop off pizza, whatever.

[depthlesslock]

Then, in your own words from a few weeks ago, that makes it even worse because he didn't consider or care about how it might affect me.

...Ignore that.

[protective_logic]

If I let someone else do things, what in the world is left for me to do?

[protective_logic]

That's a good point.

And no, I won't ignore that. This... this is one thing that can never be forgiven in our family.

[depthlesslock]

Your entire life is not going to lose purpose because I look after the twins and Theta for a few hours.

[depthlesslock]

He didn't say that. I'm remembering it wrong.

[protective_logic]

They are all I have to live for, York. It might.

[protective_logic]

No, you aren't.

[depthlesslock]

...I'll stick to bringing pizza over then.

[depthlesslock]

Yes, I am. I just t-sheck-cked the log. He triggered my memory of the attack, I told him I wasn't talk-king with someone who did that, and that was it.

[protective_logic]

Always make it meat, because fuck Omega.

[protective_logic]

York, I don't believe you.

[depthlesslock]

Got it.

[depthlesslock]

What you believe doesn't t-shange the truth.