Do you believe I have not been trying to prevent that very thing for two months now, York?

Can you begin to fathom for even a second that maybe this isn't new? That I've been miserable for two months and the only reason I've done anything at all is because I do not have the luxury of taking time to 'heal', if such a thing is even possible? There no longer is anything I enjoy, so this specific instance cannot wreck anything at all.