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[depthlesslock]

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Comments

[depthlesslock]

Delta, please try to not let this wreck everything you enjoy.

[protective_logic]

Do you believe I have not been trying to prevent that very thing for two months now, York?

Can you begin to fathom for even a second that maybe this isn't new? That I've been miserable for two months and the only reason I've done anything at all is because I do not have the luxury of taking time to 'heal', if such a thing is even possible? There no longer is anything I enjoy, so this specific instance cannot wreck anything at all.

[depthlesslock]

You're making it sound like I haven't been present at all that entire time. I'm well aware that you're miserable and I've seen the effects of you suffering and it's been killing me that there's nothing I or anyone can do to help. I cannot express how sorry I am that you've reat-shed this point and I was above the clouds there was something that could be done to help. I'm sorry, Delta, I'm really so extremely sorry.

[protective_logic]

There is nothing to be done for any of it. You have done no wrong at all. Only me. Maybe Maine to a small degree, but it's me. I am a poor influence on those around me.

[depthlesslock]

Maine has done plenty wrong. Several people have involving this whole mess, including me. Just... let me know if I can do anything. Wat-sh the kids, get someone out of the house, drop off pizza, whatever.

[protective_logic]

If I let someone else do things, what in the world is left for me to do?

[depthlesslock]

Your entire life is not going to lose purpose because I look after the twins and Theta for a few hours.

[protective_logic]

They are all I have to live for, York. It might.

[depthlesslock]

...I'll stick to bringing pizza over then.

[protective_logic]

Always make it meat, because fuck Omega.

[depthlesslock]

Got it.

[protective_logic]

Time, right? It gets better with time?

[depthlesslock]

...It should, yeah.

[protective_logic]

Pretty sure he's set me back a good bit...

[depthlesslock]

...Yeah. I'm sorry.

[protective_logic]

I hate him. So much.

[depthlesslock]

Yeah.

[protective_logic]

I'm surprised you allow me to.

[depthlesslock]

You have very good reasons to hate him and it's far too new and raw to even try to persuade you otherwise.

[protective_logic]

I'd never do it again. Hurt him.

[depthlesslock]

What?

[protective_logic]

If he took me back. Anything he wanted short of hurting my family. Anything. I made a mistake. Why don't I get a chance to fix it?

[depthlesslock]

...He said he didn't want to risk it. But that's not on you, that's all him. That's him not being brave enough or willing to take the t-shance.

[protective_logic]

I thought love was supposed to be a risk.

I... I need to not be talking about this anymore. I resolve not to care. What is even the point.

[depthlesslock]

It is.

Okay. Do you want to talk about something else?