Journal Entry 0001
Apr. 10th, 2015 04:13 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
depthlesslockDon't know why the counter's reset to one. Makes it look like I've never done one of these things before. Which I have. Stupid thing.
Anyway, this time I lasted six weeks between major panic attacks which is a record since I started having them. Six weeks and four days according to the last time I logged one. Tex is back in Gulch, that's what set me off. Go figure. She's at base now, so the foreseeable future is going to be... interesting. I just hope I can actually stand to be around her for a while.
Maine helped me out of the flashback. He was actually really kind about the whole thing. Never would've thought it of him. At least not to that level. He stayed with me all night to make sure I didn't slip again. Note to self: find a way to say thank you.
In other news, I have a new friend and a new date, both of who are from the same family and who I met separately. They're both really cool, although Delta (the friend) is more reserved than his brother, Sigma (the date). He's older though, and from what I can tell, the guy's got a lot on his shoulders. Sigma's a lot of fun, I like hanging out with him. Got a second date tonight which should be fun. Speaking of which, I need to get going.
Signing out.
York.
Anyway, this time I lasted six weeks between major panic attacks which is a record since I started having them. Six weeks and four days according to the last time I logged one. Tex is back in Gulch, that's what set me off. Go figure. She's at base now, so the foreseeable future is going to be... interesting. I just hope I can actually stand to be around her for a while.
Maine helped me out of the flashback. He was actually really kind about the whole thing. Never would've thought it of him. At least not to that level. He stayed with me all night to make sure I didn't slip again. Note to self: find a way to say thank you.
In other news, I have a new friend and a new date, both of who are from the same family and who I met separately. They're both really cool, although Delta (the friend) is more reserved than his brother, Sigma (the date). He's older though, and from what I can tell, the guy's got a lot on his shoulders. Sigma's a lot of fun, I like hanging out with him. Got a second date tonight which should be fun. Speaking of which, I need to get going.
Signing out.
York.